I'm just starting to realize how much I really miss church. I grew up going to church every week with my family, and loved it. Sure, I became a teenager and decided I wasn't going to be forced to do anything, but everyone does that. Then after having Sophie, it has become a war just trying to get both her and Denny ready to go. After months of it, I gave up. I want Sophie to grow up in the church, I want her to go to Primary and learn all the silly songs, I want to go make friends there... but I just feel kind of stupid going now.
I know people talk, and my family isn't really "picture perfect." Denny is supportive, and tells me that he has no problem with me going, I can even drag him along every now and again. I just hate going by myself. Then on top of sitting by myself, I have a very active little girl, who REFUSES to sit still more than 5 minutes.
All in all, I'm going to try. After all, I am the mommy, and its my job to make sure we all get to Heaven in one piece. :)