I never had any desire to have a boy.
The male species has often played the villainous role in my life.
Just plain evil.
As a result of my life experiences, I generally don't trust anything with a penis.
Probably not, but it's how I do.
Sophie announced that she was going to have a baby brother about 2 years ago.
I dismissed it as a cute thought.
A year later we had a surprise pregnancy.
A few months after that, we found out it was a boy.
Everyone was over the moon.
(by "everyone" I mean my mother)
"Are you excited?"
"Are you happy?"
Then I gave birth to my beautiful boy.
I am so completely in love.
I get to teach him how to be a gentleman.
He will learn to be compassionate and respectful.
He is beautiful and innocent.
I get to teach him.